Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Ok...this day couldn't have been worst. when i get over it...somehow it makes me so different from my friends...it's not that im jelous of them or what but now i think it's alright... i shld b happy for them... this is not everything... i think i can concentrate better now that i won't be distrated by all these... n look how much stress there are... so i am quite happy. it's not that bad. well, at least i tried...i DID have a chance n also when for the interview...i am grateful for that... but these her not excuses neither are they just to console myself...but it is also quite saddening that ALL of my classmates who applied for it or were choosen by teachers got in...EVERYONE except me...i'll try to help them... well see how first... the president said that they might consider to bring to people they reject back if they were proven that they are capable of it... i sort of hope that i 'll be able to get in again...but,for now, i won't let this bother me right now...i've got exams to prepare for. well...i know not everyone have leadership thus not being able to be a leader...if not the whole world will be a mess...we don't have to be everything, but i just want to be a leader just this once...im so sad...:( i thank my friends for their concern... im glad to have such friends
my last words9/12/2006 09:53:00 AM